this is my third Christmas in the city.
i'm so lonely. i miss the province. i miss the way we celebrate the holidays.my Christmas this year is just like any ordinary day except the fact that you know it's Christmas day. The date is marked red on the calendar to tell you that it's a holiday but still, i found no reason to celebrate. i'm surrounded with a lot of people who cares for me, i've received gifts (many thanks to those who cared), there are christmas lights, christmas tree and christmas carols i see and hear everywhere, but still i feel so empty. and for the first time in my life i asked this question:"Where are you Christmas?" 
just for the sake that it's Christmas, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
