Resurrected

June 26, 2011 is not my day. It started perfectly irritating and it did not stop. I went though a lot of personal issues today. Aside from that, my issues with my ISP is not yet fixed. I’ve exhausted all the means to report my concern but they just turn a deaf ear to the point that I got so exasperated. 


Although my day did not go that well, I am still thankful that I have my friends whom I was able to share what I was going through with. My big frown is now turning to a smile.


As I sleep tonight, I have that Panic! at the Disco line in my head. There is no use in being miserable. I think I’m ready to leap. I’m ready to live.

La Independencia

I have been living an independent life since college and though living on my own seems to be so liberating sometimes, there are instances when I would get lonely.

My parents visited me last Wednesday. They stayed with me this time because usually, they would stay at my cousin’s place due to my abnormal work schedule. There they can have people to talk with. I’m glad that I am now on a morning shift. I was able to sleep beside them for the past four days. I was like a new born baby with both parents by my side. My mother cooked for me and I never had the problem thinking of what to eat. I miss having someone who takes care of me. I don’t want to get used to having them here because when they leave, I would really miss them and it would take me many days to get back to my old self.

There are plenty of highs and lows of being on your own. I enjoy my life with freedom. I love the taste of making my own decisions but somewhere within me is a child that needs to have a little spanking.

I felt a deep pain after seeing my mother’s smile when they left the house and that wave of goodbye cut my life into pieces.

Once again, my independence has been served.

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Now, I am playing Kelly Clarkson’s Cry. Not because I want to move on but because I’m crying literally.