i don’t have any freakin’ idea why you came but you sure did make me feel different in so many ways.
not that i enjoyed every bit of what we had but everything was unexpected.
i knew there was something in the way you looked at me.
when our eyes met i feared that it might lead us to somewhere, somehow.
i remained untouched though. i stayed strong for i have this feeling that if i’ll give in, i’d get lost.
i was afraid to take a risk..but what is there to take? i didn’t know what you want. i never knew the reason behind your touch or your glance but it’s a far cry from those that i got from other people. i can’t read minds and i don’t want to speculate. your actions might’ve screamed the answer to my questions but i chose to ignore them.
it’s like i like you but i don’t want you at all.
you added up to my confusion just so you know but i’m glad everything’s through.
there were reasons why i hated you and there were little things i am thankful for.
you left and that made me happy. the battle’s over..and i want to thank you for seeing me when i was invisible..
