i'm so disgusted with myself...

i feel so embarrassed with what had happened last saturday. embarrassed not because i was wet and i was walking in a not-so-flooded area along pasong tamo, but because what others experienced was far more worse than mine. i was complaining that i'm wet and my shoes are soaking in water. i cursed the rain. i was whining while walking until i saw what's going on on the television..until i heard my housemate's story about her own experience in batasan, quezon city. other people were staying on their rooftop, other's swam on the flood, others were cold and wet and hungry and thirsty...and i was one lucky person if i would think of it. who was i to complain? did i go thru all of that?! i was able to eat. i got a nice sleep. it's like nothing really happened to me when i got home. just like a normal rainy day. there i was frustrated when in fact there are other people who should be more frustrated.

i feel sorry for all the victims of Ondoy. i thank God that my family's safe but i am extremely sad about the condition of other Filipino. My prayer goes to all of them...

Rainy days always get me down

rainy days bring out all the worst in me.

i hate walking in a wet pavement. imagine yung putik na tumatalsik sa suot mo habang papasok ng trabaho. you have to bring your umbrella and have to make sure na you'll not get wet! ako kasi konting basa lang ng ulan nagkakasipon at lagnat na kagad.

right now i am sick. i have colds and fever. i badly need to take a rest. I can't be sick, so i drank 2000 mg of vitamin C yesterday thinking that it was just ok and that would make me feel better. instead, i wasn't able to sleep and my head hurt. because of that, i blamed the rain. if it did not rain, then i would've not gone sick!

i miss the sun...i miss the heat.. i miss walking in a dry ground. will this rain ever stop?

No money, still happy!

It's very difficult for me to save money. I've been working for almost three years now yet I've not saved even just a single cent out of the salary i'm getting.

I have to admit that I am now counting down til the next pay day because I've slashed all my cash for some expenses. so i have to stay away from malls and from other places that would require me to spend money since I might overspend.

But I failed...

Yesterday morning I went to the mall with my friend Karen (my mall buddy). We got so dizzy because almost all items were on sale. Indeed temptation is everywhere and we ended up buying stuff.

With the help of my advantage card, we were able to at least save some of our cash because aside from the discount they offered on selected items, there's another 10% discount.

We both are having issues in saving money. We both love shopping as well. Sometimes I want to stay away from her 'cause she's my kryptonite! But what can I do, I always enjoy my time with her and with the mall!

Money can be earned but a friend like Karen? Nay!
Even if we don't have money we still enjoyed the day.

too much of something is bad

minsan nakakaasar pag lagi na lang..

pag sunod-sunod..

kahit hindi naman bibigay...

ganun parin...

kahit konting ano lang..

nilalagay parin..

minsan sumusobra na talaga..

okay lang sana kung marami e..

pero di naman gaano..

hindi pa naman bagyo..

ilalagay na kagad..

dyosme..wag ka magpanic..

cool ka lang!