A Few Realizations

No matter what your job is, whether you like it or not, you will definitely get tired. The only difference is that if you love your job, even if you're tired, at the end of the day, you will still have that smile on your face. There's still fulfillment, joy and motivation.

Wherever you go, there will always be those who will try to bring you down, tear you up and break you into pieces. You just need to go along and pretend that they don't exist. People's insecurity is something that can't be cured easily. Sometimes it goes away and most of the time it joins its master to his grave.

To grow maturely, you need to be with the right kind of people, in the right place and at the right time. This does not happen most of the time. If in any case you're with the wrong ones, try to change them. If not, then leave them behind.

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I am just sooo exhausted right now but I have to carry on. I don't want to be a loser. I can't give up. Not now, not ever.

Still Blessed

Everyday I complain about how exhausting it is to work in my current job. Everyday I drag myself to work because even if I loathe it, I was not born to skip obligations. This has been going on for months now and it's kind of funny that I'm still surviving.

Yes, I am tired. I hate what I do and I am so demotivated. Yet, I thank God for even though I am undergoing such tumultuous condition, I still survive the everyday pressure, I receive payment every 15th day of the month for what I do and I am not the only one who's having a hard time coping with the present situation.

After all, I'm still blessed.

I might be going through this whole shit mess right now but I know that the Big Man up there has big plans for me. In fact, He has already cooked one.

I love you Lord. I hate my job.